We’re Doing Alright
It has been an eventful month and I haven’t had a chance to update so I apologize for the lengthy post.
We spent the end of March getting out of town and getting some much needed r&r to prep for the surgery ahead in April. It was great to unplug and give my body and mind some time to heal, and process what I had just overcome in the last 5 months. There was lots of laughs, a few champagne toasts and some interesting experiences with my new look (cue the fake eyelashes and wigs).
Surgery came and went- it’s crazy to think I will be two weeks post op tomorrow. The surgery was considered very successful and I’ve been healing really well.
Unfortunately I’m sick and tired of laying low and resting ...and I’ve been out and about as much as I feel safe doing. I’ve had so much guilt about not being present for the boys that I was adamant about being at opening day for little league (at 4 days post op) and every game since. This approach however has not fared so well for my recovery (and landed me in the ER yesterday morning 🙄). We’re fine- I’m fine! Just a swift kick in the ass directive to take it easy and chill out. My body has been through A LOT and is still recovering from chemotherapy, let alone surgery. I am trying to listen more.
Cancer update:
The surgeons successfully removed the tumor that was remaining with very healthy margins. The lymph node removed was tested and came back negative for cancer which is a HUGE deal. It was a big success that the cancer did not spread beyond the breast.
However, the tumor still showed residual live cancer cells, meaning we did not get a complete pathologic response to the 16 rounds of chemotherapy.
That means 5 weeks of radiation (which we expected) and one more course of chemo - this time in a low dose pill form for 6 months.
Due to the aggressive nature of the cancer, the doctors are concerned that there could be residual cancer cells at a microscopic cellular level. The final course of chemo will continue to lower the risk of recurrence and eliminate any remaining cells.
So off we go. The last 2 weeks have been filled with post op appointments and gearing up for this (hopefully) final round of treatment.
I am so thankful to have had Marc’s amazing parents with us the last 2 weeks to help us with the kids and life in general. We wouldn’t have survived without them here and everyone’s help with meals, carpools and check ins.
We’re doing ok. There have been a lot of tears (mostly mine) and we’re all just processing what has happened the last 6 months, and starting to wrap our heads around what lies ahead. Marc has remained our rock and makes sure we continue to get where we need to be each day.
I’m trying to rest and take it easy to gear up for what’s meant to be the smoothest, but will undoubtedly be the longest phase of this journey.
Forever grateful for your prayers and support. We know there is a finish line in sight 🙏🏼
♥️Meg
